But Why?

But why...
I had the chance to change,
I had the chance to back out...
The choice is always mine,
But why

Still my mind remains with you...
Thinking, thinking, thinking
Forever wondering if its what you want
Rather than what i want
Or need for that matter,
Probably the later,

But I wouldn't say,
To hurt ones feelings,
For me isn't the way,
The sun doesn't rise to start the day that way
My heart can hurt instead,
Its better that way,
Don't look at me its OK.

Just to see you smile,
Than to hear your cry,
Not physical, but by tone
The sound of your voice on the end of the phone
I know your alone, at home,

Giving in to temptation,
I know what I'm like,
Worse is what i make the situation,
especially at night.

Here today gone to tomorrow,
Unreliable,
Liable to lie and stray...
But why,
Been that way since day.

I think i win,
But i clearly loose.
Eyes are dry,
Death tried to make me cry
But why

A Freak

I am a freak,
But at the end of the day
I am yours
A pleasure, not a chore

A freak but a gentleman,
Doors open steadliy
and compliments follows them,
I stand when others are weak.

A freak with a shoulder and two ears,
A warm voice, with tissue
dry ones eyes and the taste of tears,
never far always near

A freak that thinks, then acts,
That's diplomatic, listens then attacks
Love makes his heart relaxed,
The eyes when oppisites attract

A freak?
Fact or fiction
My destiny your future together
who's prediction

As long as your happy

You need not to be alone as i am here,
I want to be close,
But my only fear,
Is that its not the right thing to do,
I am simple and you are extremely beautiful.

I should have learnt from the first time,

This is not the right thing for us to do,
But the sparks have already flown,
In a matter of moments it has grown.
Full blown Out of control
A sprint instead of a stroll

Just to taste,

Will cause more damage than good,
You know how it would taste, God Dam Good...
You know it would
But the attraction is strong,
To walk away would be wrong,

I must but I cant

To stay would be cruel,
In theses circumstances there are no rules,
You choose, as long as your happy.
I will hold you for one night
Lets see what happens

Regardless of feelings

A piece if me will remain,
Time after time long gone but in the brain
The risk the memory,
But such is life.
The Penalty

She's Mine

A time well spent,
Connected since birth,
Close and warm,
She means the earth.

The kick a tender touch
I rush to feel
Add pressure
But not too much

Life within,
So different out here
I Prepare for you this world
With love and with care

Who will she look like?
Eyes nose and ears,
Delicate little fingers
Loud screams soft tears.

A smell so fresh
And brand new
I can’t believe my eyes
Its just me and you