Wednesday, 19 December 2007

Whats

Whats wrong with everyone?
Why do you do what you do?
Whats wrong with me?
Why do I do what I do?

Pretending

Pretending to smile
Looking all fake
Pretending to be friend
Acting all bait…
Bitter
Haters
Cheaters
Niggers,
Look at you all
Eating on my fucking fingers

Thursday, 13 December 2007

I must not Complain

Its been awhile,
Its been... awhile since I've heard your voice,
A soft sound, with fire breathing behind it.
You stick to your guns,
No way that since our split you cant admit that you miss me,
We talk on the phone,
But it feels as though your next to me lying here, or that you should be,
Whose fault?
Yours?
or mine?
But that's only for moment.
...I come back to my senses,
With loss of reception,
Why the separation in the first place?...
Like tagliatelle,
Getting the wrong end of the stick,
Pasta without sauce,
Dry wit,
Not quite clued up,
A streetwise actor,
On the spot wannabe
Knows nothing at all,
Tall?
No!
Just a smalls.
But the sex was cool.
Intense.
Being with you... an expense.
Satisfactory.
Just.
I must not complain.

Tuesday, 11 December 2007

He cant say anything

Shes looking,
Because he's looking the other way
At the corner of our eye's we see,
Neither looks away...
No need to speak,
As we have already spoken

We just wait
For a time and place
I'm looking shes looking and he now knows
He cant saying anything
Because he should have been on his toes
He has to mind his nose

He cannot speak
He has that feeling,
His heart is already broken
I look the other way
The power of silence is golden

For what ever reason,
Hes looking,
but at who?
The tall ceiling
And the window has no view
We embrace, what can he do

We are not looking
As our eyes are closed
We have spoken
We kiss
our warm hearts
His turns cold

It's late, but i think straight

Its late but i think straight
I lye down and imagine,
I imagine her...
The look of danger on her face,
If asked to get involved I would stand tall,
For moments like this,
I wish only for others on a blue moon,
But tonight in my mind the sky is mine,
And I am feeling blue.
As I enter the sky there is no wind,
But a rhythm,
A soft sound like clouds
Gently caress my waist,
For this beat,
Life and grace, time holds none.
There is no race, you were wrong
I imagine,
She is before me
I imagine,
A new life...
It's late but i think straight,
I lye back
I sleep as danger lye with me.
I sleep with your wife.

Friday, 7 December 2007

A Mate for Life

Simple but funny,
a mate for life
but also a honey
never think twice,
never about money
we can chill be still
smoke and joke
big Brest and the rest
but i stay in control
I'm calm alway's relaxed
we enjoy each other company
regardless of facts,
sex we've never had,
moments yes
but the test has been our friendship
one and only indeed
known her since 15,
she knows my moves always
"come son miss behave"
her words not mine,
a pleasure,
each time
my friend?

Tuesday, 4 December 2007

I knew it would end in a kiss

I knew it would end in a kiss

My lips your lips

destined not to miss,

The first kiss,

happened with our eyes

I looked you looked

Instant ties

little touches close but intense

no sudden rushes,

like looking over a fence

as thou we were at school,

It was silly but cool,

that was the fuel,

for the moment to erupt

I couldn't help my self,

that or self destruct,

Something took over,

there was nothing that i could do,

I release that moment all i wanted was you

Friday, 23 November 2007

I wanted to say

I just wanted to say
But too say is never the easy way
Eye contact,
Eye contact say’s allot, but what,
What I meant to say,
Relays in my body language,
About us,
I speak loudly,
But clearly this is all in our thoughts
My eyes say one thing,
Body reacts to yours,
Doors can be opened
Or left closed
I will see you soon,
The story is to unfold.

I was supposed to meet you...

There you were,
Just a whisper away,
Through the crowed dance floor
Out to play

A seductive creature
Hair of the night,
Movement like a devil
The remedy of the night.

Cat’s eyes, sized to perfection,
Caribbean blue,
Soft olive complexion,
Who are you?

Spanish or Italian,
bound by one thing, needing another
enticed by your snake like charm
Kiss of death... or secret lover of one.


Drawn by your aura,
Inside me anything could happen.
Like sugar coated mice

music creates the passion

Not to forget the fashion,
A body made of dreams,
All heads turn,
The regular feature in your scene.

Full of secrets,
Delicate tales,
Thank you Paris
The beauty remains.


Sunday, 11 November 2007

To Be Free and Single

To be free and single,
to let my eyes wonder
and suspiciously mingle,
delicately with a twinkle.

A face blessed with a smile
general conversation
as long as i want
anywhere anytime

A breath of fresh air,
my thoughts, are my own
share only me, when i feel
I reflect without confrontation,

Although nights are cold
and I'm am alone,
I can dream until the heavens
send my love to hold.

Wednesday, 31 October 2007

An Option

The sex is good
The conversation works
Romance an option
but someone will get hurt.

Romance is about dirty sex
Conversation is for the heart
The art, which is what it is
Is the balance, drawing the fine line.

That my Friend, takes time
Ten mohitos, and conga line.
She looks fine, shots without lemon,
Just use lime.

I'm smooth
Somewhat fresh,
Seductive loose charms
But friendly at best

These are the rules,
The tools which you need
To work with the facts...
and your nose need not bleed

Listen listen listen
Don't let me repeat myself...
Sort it out,
Helps one's health.

You Women...

What is it about you women...
You and your code talking...
Stitching men up to create answers that you want to hear,
When you don't hear them,
Your pissed off,
Secretly angry,
As your proposed plan has back fired,
Gone a drift,
Your miffed that he hasn't clocked on,
Just think it may have been easier to just say what you wanted
Than ask indirectly for self reassurance
Comments that you want to hear
In order to confirm his love of affection
When he is by your side on a regular basis.
He calls you everyday to see how you are
He is willing to drop everything when you call
He know's
But he just doesn't say
Why?
He believes that actions speak louder the words...

Sunday, 21 October 2007

One not Two

There can only be one,
But not two.
One stands for me and you.
Split or break,
Tis a foolish fate,
Your head
Plus a broken plate
I'll eat quietly
Your fall will be great.
Deception to my affection
Protection, your selection.
Your life in the balance
I care to mention
Soft but there is tension
Respect for redemption
I'm in no rush
But you will be crushed.

But I dont understand

No matter what,
I think I still love her,
To me she is a flower,
but I have heavy hands,
She grows once more,
In garden on foreign land
I want to explain,
But I don't understand
I cannot speak too her
Or hold,
Look into her eyes,
and see the stories unfold
But I must before I'm old
Pain full yes
That's how life goes
I'm always told
He who dares, must be bold
Stand up face the truth break the mold,
history not rewritten, but chapters cold.
Long to see her again,
I'll love her till I die.

She started it

I would have done anything for you,
But you would always ask
Stress that you needed,
And that I never gave you anything.
In my book if you ask,
You get what you want,
But not what you need,
Good things come to those who wait.
Those who wait have nothing in the first place,
So anything given is a good thing!
Why do bad things happen to good people?
Just maybe, there weren't good people.
Envy and jealously.
Cannot be helped.
She started it.

Remember

You once said this to me

"FUCK OFF AND DIE!"

Do you remember?
Do you remember what I told you?
While you sleep, you will always remain.
My joy
Your pain

You know your name

Change

I said that i wanted to be honest,
but to be honest
I found that difficult.
I want love but,
Love means giving up so much
Especially when you I have so little.
Love that is.
Its the way you look at it.
Take trust,
If I don't trust myself,
How can I trust you
And forgive and forget,
Who really forgets?
You forget that they forgave.
Confusion
No
Just clarity.
My search for wisdom and longing for empathy.
Relationship
Or just a friend.
Its the same thing.
Just with sex.
Reliability,
Slim,
But what do you expect.
Realistically,
Change has already occurred,
The problem is you haven't heard.
You haven't changed

Thursday, 18 October 2007

Only Twenty Past Four.

Those dirty messages,
And the sound of filthy laughter,
Body all sweaty
Take a bath, then lye down after,

You lye there naked,
Looking, not asking for more,
Door slightly open
Its only twenty pass four.

The bad habit
The rabbit, laid to rest.
Your eyes my hands
Run vigorously across your breast

The leg shakes
The speed increases
A face of despair,
But the pleasure releases

Grip for safety,
But no self control,
The strength of a man,
Made you whole.

Thursday, 11 October 2007

Hate

Hate is a strong word
but its spelt with 4 letter's
If it came up against a 5 letter word
would it get hurt?... like punch...
It builds up inside...
That's what hate does,
Strange as ate can be spelt them from it too.
You ate hate... Hate consumes
The H stands for horrid,
Something horrid ate away at my thoughts ,
which turned my stomach,
beyond belief is the feeling
As I cant find a way to you tie it up...
How about a cup of tea?
A word made from three,
Also in hate, That'smuch better,
Tea would be great.

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

I write

I write because it feels nice
There is no right or wrong
Its a freedom
In which use as an expression
Never directed at persons or groups
It what i use in order to feel loose
I challenge the what if
In realms of my mind
I say what i want, not to be unkind
Double take second thought
Radical if you wish
Not to be bought
I'm not cold,
But its a way to push forward
To break free from the mold
If i told you my fantasy it would they be sold.
I'm young at heart, but getting old
These are questions for which I have no answers
It is me...
But it isn't,
This is my freedom
As this world is a prison.

Monday, 1 October 2007

Almost Famous

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Almost famous
But I fell before the line.
I see the friends in before me
And the one’s I left behind

I looked to the sun,
But my shadow can’t hide
The truth be known
But I’d rather lye

The words I use are soft,
They come from the heart,
The simplicity within my smile
But my thoughts remain dark

Thursday, 27 September 2007

But Why?

But why...
I had the chance to change,
I had the chance to back out...
The choice is always mine,
But why

Still my mind remains with you...
Thinking, thinking, thinking
Forever wondering if its what you want
Rather than what i want
Or need for that matter,
Probably the later,

But I wouldn't say,
To hurt ones feelings,
For me isn't the way,
The sun doesn't rise to start the day that way
My heart can hurt instead,
Its better that way,
Don't look at me its OK.

Just to see you smile,
Than to hear your cry,
Not physical, but by tone
The sound of your voice on the end of the phone
I know your alone, at home,

Giving in to temptation,
I know what I'm like,
Worse is what i make the situation,
especially at night.

Here today gone to tomorrow,
Unreliable,
Liable to lie and stray...
But why,
Been that way since day.

I think i win,
But i clearly loose.
Eyes are dry,
Death tried to make me cry
But why

Tuesday, 25 September 2007

A Freak

I am a freak,
But at the end of the day
I am yours
A pleasure, not a chore

A freak but a gentleman,
Doors open steadliy
and compliments follows them,
I stand when others are weak.

A freak with a shoulder and two ears,
A warm voice, with tissue
dry ones eyes and the taste of tears,
never far always near

A freak that thinks, then acts,
That's diplomatic, listens then attacks
Love makes his heart relaxed,
The eyes when oppisites attract

A freak?
Fact or fiction
My destiny your future together
who's prediction

Sunday, 23 September 2007

As long as your happy

You need not to be alone as i am here,
I want to be close,
But my only fear,
Is that its not the right thing to do,
I am simple and you are extremely beautiful.

I should have learnt from the first time,

This is not the right thing for us to do,
But the sparks have already flown,
In a matter of moments it has grown.
Full blown Out of control
A sprint instead of a stroll

Just to taste,

Will cause more damage than good,
You know how it would taste, God Dam Good...
You know it would
But the attraction is strong,
To walk away would be wrong,

I must but I cant

To stay would be cruel,
In theses circumstances there are no rules,
You choose, as long as your happy.
I will hold you for one night
Lets see what happens

Regardless of feelings

A piece if me will remain,
Time after time long gone but in the brain
The risk the memory,
But such is life.
The Penalty

Tuesday, 18 September 2007

She's Mine

A time well spent,
Connected since birth,
Close and warm,
She means the earth.

The kick a tender touch
I rush to feel
Add pressure
But not too much

Life within,
So different out here
I Prepare for you this world
With love and with care

Who will she look like?
Eyes nose and ears,
Delicate little fingers
Loud screams soft tears.

A smell so fresh
And brand new
I can’t believe my eyes
Its just me and you

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

Making, Not Chasing Money!

Its not about chasing money
Its about making money
What you dream
Is what you can achcieve

Think of the leaves
If you screw it up
Throw it way
You'll never pick from trees.

Life will be hard,
Never at ease...
You think your the bees?
but with wornout Knees

Please

listen take a moment
you get paid,
but tax a token
its like air in a living room
No one owns it
Its just floating...

Push the boat out
But always think
who pays the bills?
Or you may sink...

Drawing board

Back to the Drawing board,
Thought we would work together,
You smile, shake my hand, look away
Thought you were being clever...

Whatever...

Predicted, watched...
Not disappointed,
Many said this would happened,
My nose straight yours dis-jointed..

You Done exactly
what i said you would do
It has worked wonders for me...
Has is worked wonders for you

Takes one,Takes two,
One bangs on the door and is always rude
Two walks through
smiles and says thank you.

Manors cost nothing,
Manors maketh the man,
Money doesn't control me
Money's made by man...

Two the bush...
worth one in the hand...
Sand? Hill top!
My house on high land..

Thought about it, planned
took my time, didn't rush...
Know my people,
Cause less fuss...

Right time, no rush,
work to together,
you drive! i take the bus?
Looking love, using lust...

The crust from your lip
you talk to much, don't listen
Acting wild,
Just left prison...

Watched took note...
Your simple isms,
You work hard to cheat me
I'm my triangular prism

slowly with love,
Ive risen
I told you before..
STOP...LOOK...Listen

You talk a good game
You Got Good taste?
But Your not a team player
No Vision, lack pace,

Shame! look at your face...
Cant look me in the eye! why?
My style, my idea, My grace

Bad timing
Bad decision.
Wrong person
head on collision

This is my drawing board
No Hopes, No Fears
Help those to help themselves
Move on, dry up those tears...

Tuesday, 28 August 2007

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Monday, 27 August 2007

Girls come and girls go

Girls come
Girls go,
Welcome to my world,
A feeling so low

I guess it’s like my attention span,
My mind can’t handle sharing who I am,
A free spirit
A Life which man can’t plan

I want to find out more?
What am I capable off,
Without interruption or corruption
with society labels taken off

Disabled when able to pursue
Guilt for not always thinking twice,
She looks beautiful,
but is she really that nice,

She says not,
but she comes with price,
They always want the world,
Where as I’m a happy with just plan rice…

My imagination
is my spice and currency,
What I believe in,
is what most people can’t see,

What could be,
If you just dream
All is possible;
If you value and work as a team

I have ambition,
but I like to chill,
I just want your comfort
And your mind at will

You Don’t just say yes just please me…
I guess that’s where I go wrong,
If I stood up and told you,
That would make life easy.

It hasent been long,
Since I met you,
I think of nothing else,
But to be careful

So tempting to eat,
Hearts need not to break,
Mistakes can be made
When you have the cake…

Lets be honest
lets just be straight
There’s something about you…
A common ground which we relate…

Don't go any time soon
I think your here to stay,
I don't know if its love,
But tomorrow brings another day.

Saturday, 25 August 2007

But I won’t stand

So the powers that be,
Stare from a height at me,
I am alert,
I am bright
But I won’t stand
Because I cant fight.
Well that's what they tell me
I won’t say a word,
I’ll stick with the others
It’s warmer over here…
It’s torture being alone,
But still I have that feeling…
That something’s missing
Lack of personality,
I lack meaning...
I’m reaching but not touching
Just fussing around
Nonsense situations…
Looking for nothing
Getting caught in the hype
Materialism with no thought
Or a original creation,
an apple which is ripe
Elevation of mind,
Secure by drugs…
Lowered by thought…
I don't show kindness
Temptation of money
The problem
I’ve already been bought.
I'm behind this

Friday, 17 August 2007

The tides have changed

So the tides have changed
Its time speak,
Observation report
I'm amongst many cheats

Ones that smile,
And talk to everyday...
but those are ones
That's stand in my way

Betray no,
As they have chosen their path
He who dares
Has the last laugh

So Ive met a lady
Similar to me
Very intelligent
Her name begins with P

Play it cool,
I think not
Be myself
The only way to reach the top

Her eyes sparkle
Her voice so soft
Liverpool supporter
But west ham rock

We'll dance the night away
With a bottle of white wine
Walk through the rain
For a subway anytime...

Drive her home,
Through Dark whinding roads
To her door
so she's safely home

Thursday, 16 August 2007

Problems, problems...

Problems problems
What can we do
I want to talk about it
I need to talk with you

We have been going round in circles
Hiding what we feel
The tension is too much.
Let’s be honest, let’s be real

Problems problems
What can we do
Face to face
only thing I need to say
Is I love you

Its not that I’m weak,
Or that I’m scared
I want to be sure;
before my heart declared

Problems problems
What can we do
We have been friends for so long,
And I want more from you

The Light, The darkness

I drove for miles
Into the dark and the unknown
In hope of love and a wife
Why, to escape my mind
In the distance I was to find

A light
It shone bright at a height,
Despite the storm it flew. this kite.
I stopped and knew
I was supposed to be here.

Knocked the door and said politely.
I’ve searched but now I have found.
I wish I could offer more
But here’s my heart,
Stronger than the pound.

She smiled, as I walked in.
Was this to be my new wife?
The beginning!
While sipping water and breaking bread
She turned to me and said.

Man is not of materials but what he hides.
Don’t be sad and don’t let pride.
You are young handsome and free.
What’s inside let it out and you’ll find..
The mind won’t dictate
But the heart will be refined

And what you search for
Will become your art.
Be positive and from today it starts.
Tears flowed as I could'nt believe
Emotion will always over ride,
No tissue so I used my sleeve.

She smiled, And said don’t worry
Be brave,
Don’t try to be a man
It will happen
That is natures way

What is burning
is not anger or confusion,
Life’s mystery is not a mystery,
But the systems illusion!
See what happens from today
Don’t judge, see reason

Change is in the air
in the romantic season.

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

Crack Dealer

He’s just a crack dealer
Pulling up,
dressed to impress
Fresh beam er and rocks
Don’t deny it
I’ve seen ya?
Like I said before
He talks with his eyes
He lies
You must realise
Your not friends
Despite his smiles
As you lean through window
Good evening, the voice as soft as the wind blows
And what is it that you would be needing?
Always sneaking, always stealing,
Would I do such a ting?
A quick conversation
A sting or just a fast move and ting
Your hooked it’s your body language
Perfect,
By the book,
Mind cooked
My heart shook as you come through the door
I talk, but you walk by…
Do I know you anymore?

The sun wakes with me

As I awake the sun wakes with me
It smiles as bright as the far the eye can see.
I turn, I look, she’s is next to me,
This beauty in my bed as I stroke her soft skin
She stirs like a cat, and snuggles closer inn.

My hand becomes warm my heart begins to beat,
A sound so loud my soul starts to speak,
She reciprocates, she understands
With our love the world has no plans.

This feeling, this my life,
I hold none more so than my wife
Love or hate the war is over,
This I understand
I love her more, as I get older.

Bolder wiser
Shrewd with ones decisions
The avoidance of hassle, and messy collisions
It’s the here and now at least for a while
Until the time when we no longer smile.

Thursday, 2 August 2007

I want to be free

I want to be free, Not necessarily as a bird,

I want to be voice in the crowed

Not necessarily to be seen, but heard.

Open minded, But not corrupt,

Options are limited, so I must save the buck.


Only certain things make the pages

Big stories held down in secret,

For years, since the dark ages

Only released when the time feels right

When the moneys in the bank

And national security isnt tight.

How high you go, the system dictates,

How wide your wings grow, who are your mates

What they teach and what you learn

Contributes not much, to what you earn,

Big money! or the little cog that’s greased.

A revolution is occurring but not in the Middle East,

Closer to home, here on our island,

Times are hard but many are still blinded.

I Care

I care

I care how you feel,

When your alive and the vision is so real

Believe I care when you’re alone

Tears that flow

When you’re at home.

I know

I care for your heart,

The gentle part,

Express how I feel. I can’t

How you feel for me. It’s out

You said I got a big mouth,

Splashing all over the place

I said it’s what happens when

I see that sincerity on your face

You gesture,

I oppose

I say open

You say close.

I care

The chemistry clear

What the hell is going here,

Would you like another beer?

Between the devil

Between the devil and the deep blue sea,
The seeds you sow, is what you shall reap,
We live and die by our tongues that lie,
But that’s just the fashion.

I didn't walk the walk just too politely talk
Or just to look and wish that could be me.
I didn't step in front madam to be rude,
I clearly didn't see a sign saying queue.

You must learn to kiss before you kick.
Life changes and you soon become the dick.
Once the man on high, betrayed in the dark by a kiss,
An opportunity which I had seen,
But you had clearly missed.

It’s a rough old ride but someone must pay,
Life smells of roses, although I sleep on a bed of hay,
I’m locked in battles our movement like porn’s
My feet are tired, but I'm almost home.

I've been around God,

Ive been around God,

we've walked we've spoken,

he said no longer young man

Will you be seen as token,

A Change in the sands of time have arrived

You will be washed and cleansed and given a new life

To endure the times of death and sorrow bestowed on man

As greed and materialism takes refuge on this forsaken land.

I knelt and I asked for forgiveness

I thanked him for my blessings

I was given strength and relieved of my weakness

Wednesday, 1 August 2007

Eats away at my heart

Its been awhile...
Since we've been cheek to cheek,
The guilt
The pressure,
It eats away at my heart for being a cheat...
Why do i feel i need to write to speak to you,
is it because of the pedestal in which your placed..
Forgive my sins,
As we are not equal,
I am mere mortal,
but you are an angel...
I need change,
I need it now,
Grant me sweet dreams,
If only for an hour.

Tuesday, 31 July 2007

I look at you your eyes

I look at you your eyes

They are completely closed,

I look at your heart

Something so sweet but cold

I know you want to fly with me…

But feel old

take my hand

And don’t let go

only the sky knows

where we go

I gonna to hold you tight.

Open your eyes and see

This is what love can be

Don’t be afraid

Have faith

Have faith

Only the sky knows

Thursday, 26 July 2007

For me to do

High & low the search continues
Up long lanes of dangers avenues

Nothing too much for me to do
With you in my life
A man can do
What he needs to do.

Eyes so strong to behold
The worlds your oyster
The tale unfolds
To be close
to be nearer
The more I see the vision
It becomes clearer.

You seem so perfect
Just for me
When I see you
I drift into a world
of make believe

Unable to control my emotions and needs
You have me delicately on my knees
Never begging always willing,
I see your dreams, with me for filling

I want to be your perfect love
wings are spread,
blessed from above
what’s life without love.
what’s life without love.

To under value a women
Is a sin as we gave life to woman
in the garden of Eden,

Sacrifice, over an apple seems so strange to be
But we paid the price to be together
Its all the same to me

My mind is drifting wondering away,
as a child would If they were at play,
Nothing seems to matter,
Than the sound of pitter & patter.

At some point Eden will open its door.
As it is written
It shall be true
I will give my heart and come to you.

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

As a black guy

As a black Man
I hate the fact that when someone meets me,
who is off white origin,
They feels as thou they need to let me know that they have black friends too,
The best bit,
Is that they reckon we would get on really well…
You remind me of him,
My mate...
He's funny...
Is he? or are you?
I think to myself...
why?
what are you hiding?
What’s the big deal?
Relax...
Okay... lets see...
I am fast,
I have rhythm, and yes from a broken family
Lazy and the rest…
Goes without saying...
But first my honourable gentleman,
we must have a drink?
To the Queen
May she live long,
I'll rob your house later.
So long...

Her kiss hits

Her kiss hits
With a sharp
Taste to lips
Lushes red with venom

Her eyes tingle
They burn bright like candle
The smell of tears
Darken my mind

I spend time
I lounge in the arms of the devil
She always got something to say,
Her soft words, gentle touch
I cannot keep away

Come with me, see
I own the white
Be free… be whatever
You desire only at night


Held at the hips
Embraced with envy
One half wants to go
The other want let me

Goodness what have I done?
As its fallen from the tree
No where to run
She smiles at me

She Whispers again,
It turns me on
I look one way
But something is wrong

Only time will tell
Is this is heaven
No it must be hell.

Love at first sight…

I turn I look I see you,
Our eyes reciprocate.
In this moment,
Everything changes…
I appreciate

Love at first sight…

In the palm of my hand
I hold
But I choose to fight,
Couldn’t understand why I wrong
And you were right
You remained young,
And I grew old by night

By day we’d play,
But my eyes would wonder,
you’d ask, but instead being true
my words I’d ponder,
Fonder grew the heart of dark things,

Love at first sight I was told


Then it became clear…
Your love was free
And your were here without fear
I you guided me…
Took your time
You were calm an patient,

Then began true love
In our relationship.

To love someone

To love someone, and wish they’d love you back.
It’s like the cold games played by kids, behind your back.

It’s the I’ll do anything to have you by my side,
Sell my soul to devil…give up ones pride.

Knowing it won’t happen believing there’s a chance,
Looking, hoping for a smile or that favoured glance.

She’s beautiful, wonderful, and perfect in every way.
Lying to yourself, she not for you, but you hope and pray.

She’s got boyfriend, it’s like a knife in your back,
Pretend you like him, but he’d better watch his back.

She’s upset, so you go running,
But by the time you get there,
They’ve made up and are hugging.

Knock back… take that,
Journeys long, back to the lonely flat.
You seemed surprised
But you know all that…

My lover

So sexy under cover

Ooo I gotta

Put that on

Tell me

Why bother

My lover

For ever

Never say die

I'm yours

Your mine

Only you

Only you I lye

Sex is greater

When closer

Together

Moment enhanced

When we

Breath remember

The sweat

We let

like fire Released

eyes of a devil

soul of a beast

I look west

You look east

Pause for thought

Let the pressure

increase.

My Coffee My Queen My Cream

Your the coffee

I’m the sugar

Together we make cream

I wanna love ya

I wanna feel ya

I’m gonna make you my queen


I’m stired by your presence

By looking in your eyes

They have passion and seduction

With elegance, no lies.

I wanna taste ya

I wanna hold ya

Thats no surprise

Your body’s making me scream

I come clean

with no ties

I can tell you feel the same

This I relise

I’ll be patient

Day and night,

I can read between the lines

You make my heart scream

You make my heart mine

To love someone

Is no crime

Twisted Meat

Twisted bound by rope
Climbing hard to find hope.
No one can help its up to me
The keys inside,
But the girl wont let me.
A mental strain, a simple pain
Reflecting on a lie,
Worker during the day
Mad man by night,
Its a vicious world outside.
On the Ends there is no meat
When the meat meets the ends
Your face is on the street
No beat, people are weak
Work all week,
Just to escape
To relax
Looking forward to treats
The girl
Many friends well spoken
Clever chaps watch your back
He’s poison,
You can see the cards that he plays.
Designed moves
In Flamboyant stories
From the days

Tax

I was told once
That tax is not charged
But collected

He was American

Tuesday, 24 July 2007

A sign of women

I know she likes me,
By the way she turns away with a look of disgust
But really it’s a look of deep emotion
and that wonderful thing called lust.
Dam says something
The short and curly,
The tops and tails,
Need the confidence for love to prevail.
My lips moisten… the tongue is ready,
Excuses me Madame
You are the most beautiful of many
That's not bad,
It’s a start,
She leans over my thoughts become dark
She has fantastic legs with shoes to match,
The dog tooth print on her Bag
And scarf crisply crossed hatched.
O’ God man where are your balls?
She is crying out for you to say something.
Hi my names Paul...
Lame, but all the same...
She delights me with her eyes
Free spirit and smell,
A sign of women,
Who tells lies...

Here Here

Here. Here. Here.

Well. Well. Well.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

I’m impressed with the radical reform of the NHS
Fewer hospitals less problems,
I like it
More deaths and burials
But fewer patient waiting list…
More on inheritance tax….definitely on the wish list
I insist my right honourable left honourable,
Whatever I endeavour to make this point I will,
If the pension plans is as shit as it is today, tomorrow
That’s something to look forward to.

Here. Here. Here.

Well. Well. Well.

Ha. Ha. Ha.

Rant and Rave:

Testing... testing... I like to rant and rave, normally its about how
hard life is... The struggle... No Money...
The pressure to perform quickly rather than correctly..
Having to lie, cheat and steal... Even if it's your mates...
Having to avoid the signs of danger...
Getting fucked just to communicate, most times with a stranger...
Although your known to have friends...
I suppose that's what pens are for... silent friends, which one depends from time to time, The listener, the best in fact, when you speak you're heard, without shouting or conflict, unless it runs out of ink... They speak when you read... what you missed at first, you now see... after awhile it all makes sense...
no danger no stress,
Pen and paper all for the price 60 pence...
well I'm done for ranting and raving,
all moist around the fingers,
Here's to the cheaters and stealer's...

How can you avoid it.

Monday, 23 July 2007

Wisdom

Wisdom is a key

But without a lock

What can you see?

You can have all that you want

But you need a door

Once you find it

I say know more.

Sturlese Warrior

I dont know what to say

Your beauty

Grows day by day

While others fade

You remain

Strong in your art

As a Sturlese Warrior

Tuesday, 17 July 2007

She say's I'm not like others guys

Cool... cheap trick

Woven lies

I see now the pain in your eyes

But in that sentence

you've made yourself bait

i want to get on with it

not explore the wonder full world of mate

what? wait?

You've been exposed

I smell an issue

fragile light exposure to the brain,

blood loss

scare tissue

Your insane

bless you but no thanks

less off the talking

please remove those pants

I know you'll love it

because you've said all night

I not stupid

your sweet... but i know your type

play it down, keep things cool


slowly digging in

i ain't know fool

I know the game

don't be surprised...

I spin dis shit

The girl with blue eyes

Sunday, 24 June 2007

Sound Words

Listen Son

Just take the money and run

Without it life’s no fun

How far will you get...

Well its up to you,

You can stand and get caught

Or take my hand and come through

At the end off the day

Forget guilt

Fuck regret

You are the threat

But they don’t want you to know

you have the money

You'll see the friend from the foe

Lie cheat and steal

But remember at all times

Don’t use theses simple words

“Keep it real” that's not life,

Feel...but don’t get tender,

Keep your nose clean, if not

Avoid conversations of I remember,

Stay away from the past,

Because you should have learnt,

You thought you loved her,

But you got burnt,

Brush your teeth everyday,

To keep that smile,

In tricky situation

It will save you for awhile

Personal information

Keep that to yourself

Remain Tactile...

Protect your health

Early to bed early to rise

Looks like a nice room

But the walls have eyes,

And also ears

Silver tongue otherwise

Expose your fears

Stay sharp and keep on running

You have the money... my son

Don’t look back

Their coming...

Why I'm Here...


I’m here to waste time,


But in the meantime,

Find what's yours

And what's mine.

To balance the fine line

Drawn by the daily grind.

To twist, turn and burn

I won’t be bought

To re-arrange my mind,

From all I’ve been taught,

To allow my perspective,

Respective of colour or creed,

To find like minded heads,

Those not blinded by greed...